Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
I am working on a way for the villain -- or possibly more than one villain -- to have her in his debt, honor-wise, and therefore have to accomplish a task for him, which will, if she fails, end her life, and if she succeeds, get him something he wants even more than her death.
I'm close to something, but it needs a little more time. We will see how things work out in the end.
I think honor can be a downfall, if other people are not honorable. But in the end, of course, it will be her best weapon, too. At least I hope so.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I think he has a point. I know when I don't write for awhile, my skills tend to get rusty. So even though editing is an important part of my writing life right now -- perhaps the most important part -- I still need to write.
I'm working on a couple of writing projects, on and off. The ones I seem to enjoy most are the ones I'm not planning to do anything with. I'm not planning to even let anyone see them. It takes the pressure off. I don't have to wonder what others will think of the characters, plot, or writing.
~ Alice M. Roelke ~
Friday, September 12, 2008
On the computer, when I wrote it there, I could go back and fix everything before printing it out. But, perhaps sometimes it is better to just write. This will help me with that.
This story is pretty much plotted out. I even have some ideas for the sequel, if I write that. I think it's a good story, with possibilities towards publication someday. But that does undeniably add pressure when I'm writing it. It makes me feel like I have to 'get it right,' instead of that I'm just writing a story wild and fun, to please my muse.
~ Alice M. Roelke ~
It's in Ray Gun Revival Issue 46. For anyone interested, here is the direct link to the PDF file of the magazine:
Tease: "With Earth and Mars on the brink of war, one man gets a message through. "
This is space opera, centering around the Mars Revolution-era. Bill Salle, the hero, is a messenger hired to bring a message to Mars. The journey and the message affect him strongly, bringing his past roiling to the surface.
I enjoyed writing my 'bio' at the end of the story, where I claim to have been 'a war correspondent during the Lunar War for Independence.' My brother would call that Breaking The Third Wall. I call it sheer fun. :)
Overall, however, this was actually a very difficult story for me to write. The only times I worked on it with much success were when my life was harder to live than this story was to write or edit. Mostly after my cats had died. I lost two cats within about a year. It also took me about a year since starting this story to seeing it accepted. I couldn't cry. I just worked on this story, sobbing the words out.
To me, this story is about grief and guilt.
Why do guilt and grief so often seem to mix? I felt guilty about my animals dying, even though I don't think I had reason to feel that way. My main character, Bill Salle, he feels guilt and grief, too. I think perhaps he had better reason than I, but only the reader can determine that for himself or herself.
And the theme songs for this story, while I was writing it, at least, were two. "You'll Never Walk Alone," as sung by Elvis, especially the refrain "Walk on..." I picture Bill walking across the Mars soil when I hear that song. Closer to the beginning of the story, "The Sound of Silence" was the theme. It involves grief, too, and I pictured Bill in the rain when I heard it.
I don't know if I'll write more about Mr. Salle or not. I packed a lot into this story. In a way, his whole life.
Well, I wanted to share my thoughts about this story, even though very likely they only will interest me.
Turn my collar to the cold and damp...
~Alice M. Roelke~